Chemo # 2

Well I had my second treatment yesterday and it went very well, no side effects. I had my head shaved on Tuesday because it was falling out everywhere and I just did not want it in my food. My oldest son told me to look on the bright side, at least mine will come back and his won't. Unfortunately both my sons took the bald gene from my side of the family. They also got the looking good gene from my side of the family so it ain't all bad.

Spent last week end with Tiger and family and had a super time. Just relaxed, went shopping, out to eat, pedicure and did some reading. Just a fun time. Thanks for letting me visit.

It has been almost a month since Mom died but it seems like it has been much longer I guess because she had been sick for such a long time. I still look for her at the kitchen table and in her room. I gave all her clothes to a friend who is having a garage sale at her house next week end and the proceeds go to the cancer society for breast cancer.

My brother came over to check and make sure I was ok last night. He has been working in Daytona all week. He has been walking every night to get in shape for the wedding coming up next month.

Blog you all again soon.

Major Melt Down

Well guys it finally hit me yesterday afternoon. My Mom is gone and I mean really gone. I knew this of course but it really hit me yesterday. I don't know if she forgave me or not for putting her in a nursing home and I feel like I should have done more to keep her at home. I can't talk to her and see if she is mad or just to say I love you and miss you more than I can convey with words. I hope she is happy where she is now and enjoying being with family and friends that went before her. Give some of them hell for what they did and give some of them love from here to there.

All I can say is that my friends here at work are super supportive and so very good to me. They talked to me yesterday at my lowest and helped me to just let my feelings out.

Christie and Kai came by to see us and spent a couple of hours visiting. Kai even had supper with us. He has a very healthy appetite. Christie did not know that Mom had died, I thought sure she did but I goofed.

I still love my new SUV. I feel like queen of the road.

LOVE, LAUGHTER, AND HEALTH TO ALL !!!